Life

I keep telling myself I'm going to blog but I never stay with it. But here's another go at it.
It's that time of year for Lent. It seems like it just snuck up on me this year. I had only a couple days to think about what I wanted to go without this year. Last year I did pop. I was hard bc I am a big pop drinker :/ ESP cherry coke! So I can at least keep my 7up, I decided to go with fasting cherry pop. Since Wednesday though we've been drinking water. I need to go grocery shopping lol

I recently started following a mommy blogger on twitter who makes me feel like I am not alone in feeling like a bad mom. I beat myself up a lot bc I feel like I can be so mean to my kids when I get frustrated. And most "friends" on Facebook post all good things about them & there kiddos.....just makes me feel like crap sometimes :/ But Scary Mommy has helped me feel not alone lol
I'm tired of not feeling "good enough" for people. Loosing my friend Joe has opened my eyes to A LOT of things. I miss him. I keep saying "i wish...." & I don't want to do that with anyone else. I've already lost too many friends & I don't want to wish I told anyone something or spent more time with them.