Christmas is Finally Over!! I have been waiting for it to be over since Halloween. I dreaded the Holidays this year. They are just not the same anymore. I've come to conclusion, that I just do not like change. A lot of people won't ever confess that because it makes them look "imperfect" but I don't care to look that way. Too much drama and deaths in my family have happened over the past few years and it just sucks. I guess it's all part of growing up, and I want to be 5 years old again, without a care in the world except for my books and toys. haha Yeah Right. I wish.
I guess now that I am acknowledging the fact that I need a change, I'm going to do something about it in 2013. With my family I have left and my friends, I will have all the support I need to make the change. I just hope I can stick with it and be happier a year from now. I want to be happy and excited for Christmas for my kids. The deserve a happy momma!!
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